Very boring. Having all the money in the world and not having to lift a
a finger for a living. Not a drop of sweat. No physical exertion at all.
My, not even a minute of thinking. All thinking being done by your
bank financial planner. Sell this. Buy that. That sort of thing. While you
fornicate at ease. Getting up late. Having a boiled egg for breakfast.
Sitting by the pool, walking your fingers on your cell phone.
Your muse in turn inspiring you with her youth and sweet smile.
Or so you think. Beautiful as an Aphrodite. As the last one you fired
a month ago. Your nightly body thrusts are becoming less frequent
and less passionate. But you keep on trying. So, today you made a three
fold profit on your capital. Wonderful, you say to yourself. Ah…this
deserves another round. And as night approaches, you plan about what
to do next. More of the same. As last night. As two nights ago. A week
ago, a month, a year and ten years ago. You feel sick of yourself.
As someone who has smoked all cigarettes from Havana. Had all the
honey in the world. You are sick and tired of yourself. You can not
appreciate a tasteless glass of water. Your heart is dehydrated.
Blood runs through your body and you don’t know what is next…
Yes. That’s what happens when you don’t know what your limbs were
made for.
Ernesto Onofre